You were tall-masted in the breeze,
sloop-rigged on the day of your
first landing. I blessed your coming
cautiously, as was my way,
and offered you pearls
from the deepest shelf.
Your hair was shorter than mine,
and I was comfortable in the
modern coat you lent me.
My warrior’s virtue humbled,
I accepted terms —
my life an Open Door
to this new spice trade of your
comings and goings.
Down to today, when I say
to you again that I am not
built for a harbor. Then, again,
I fall forward on the blade,
your tall whiteness,
and ecstatically bleed.
Clare Boothe Luce
collage: Raina Grigg